Story Behind UNF★CKWITHABLE-ISH™

Original Post on Social Media. 2/2026

Not many really know who I am. 

But… If you know that dude Jason...

Jason's that one dude that's really tan (like suspiciously tan for someone who only goes outside at 3 AM), owns a mountain bike (actually owns like 47 of them and somehow has extras to go around), he fixes everything, you can hear him click click click across any room when he's present because that's his torch lighter going off every 30 seconds, he's got that ancient headlight on his forehead held up by duct tape so he can see what he's doing at 4 in the morning, he's fucking hilarious, always shiny and sweaty and SO HAPPY, everybody knows him and nobody has anything bad to say about him except maybe "bro where's my socket wrench," he knows everything and if there's something he doesn't know he figures it out in two minutes flat, he can fix ANYTHING 10 times in an hour and then break it again and repeat the cycle like it's a spiritual practice, he's got bike parts in every room including the bathroom, he always has the hook-up (even for shit you didn't know existed), he knows your uncle's cousin's mother's grandma somehow from the trailer park AND he's probably already been to her house to fix her water heater twice this week while talking about that one time in "09… 

Dude, if you know Jason, then you've been through it. And if you've been through it, then you know recovery made you UNF★CKWITHABLE-ISH™.

This brand was by pure accident. I needed to change the brand logo today to align so that it would make sense. I didn't want to post a podcast on social, so I am posting up on Medium and this website. If you are curious or simply nosy, you can meet me here and see what we have in common. XO

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Story below....

Today, February 7, 2026….

After a year and some months, I realized I accidentally invented a brand. So, I had to change the design to make sense of it. My friends, this is the first recovery brand that has a real owner, a real designer, real shit from this country, premium organic cotton and recycled poly, panties for dudes and chicks that are editable (go see for yourself at TheBeanGrind.shop - wink), and a real story behind the brand. 

My people all left when I was losing my mind. But I found my mind, and I found my calling. I said I would live to show all the people who thought I was making shit up that I have zero real identity in this country. And this investigator finally contacted me to open the case 5.5 years later. Two days ago, one of the largest civil rights firms in this country also contacted me.

Chase reports me deceased in 2020....

Yo. I am still here. I truly believe now what was going through my head that night when I was alone and refusing to back down, refusing to let people bring my spirits down, I promise, I am UNF★CKWITHABLE-ISH. And it's a brand now. It is all over the place.

During all this, I lived in Seattle and AZ. I lived in a shelter instead of a friend's house where there was active use. I managed to get sober, get hired at 3 places working in recovery for other fuck-ups like me, all while I was seriously homeless. I spent my 43rd birthday at a shelter with other women who had also been through it. They all kept saying I didn't belong there. But dude, I did.

I came back home to pick up a box of money from my father because again, no identity, no accounts. I was accused of relapse behavior by my female roommates while I was appointed the president of our Oxford house, and I said fuck it. I left my entire life, pics and cards I'll never get back, my car, and took the box of money and paid up for a lease, a truck, and all my work equipment.

When my family was all over the news, summer 2025, I believe my landlord got a call and said she was selling. Later I found out it was a lie.

I moved to an old lady's house with other addicts and ACTIVE users, and the elderly lady turned off my internet, which was my LIFE. I won't even talk about the nights I spent alone in that sleazy bedroom through these past holidays after TikTok closed me down after the 7th shop the night before a huge profit weekend, BLACK FRIDAY and it goes on and on.

My only HOPE left of life was to accept that I had accidentally invented this brand of premium apparel for other fuckups and black sheep and keep going once I got that call that SOMEONE believed me about my identity.

This is just the beginning. If you feel this in your soul, follow me and stay connected. I truly want to share my experience to remind every single one of you that dude, if I can get through all this, YOU can too.

 Our body and mind is the strongest thing that exists. I promise you, it is seriously almost unbreakable and UNF★CKWITHABLE-ISH.

Love Always, 

Kami Wilson

 Founder | The Bean Grind  a.k.a.  The Bean Grind Studios - TheBeanGrind.shop